Actually..this sucks.

I'm currently have an extremely hard time dealing with this layoff. I'm trying to not think about it too much right now but, damn. I didn't get to say goodbye to my guys on the east coast, Rafa, Brian and my good bud, Mike. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. Thank goodness there are pharmaceuticals. Last night I took 3 .25 Xanax, celebrated 4:20, and had a beer.
On the plus side, it is an amazingly wonderful fallish/late summer day and i'm going to take Ms. Bella out for a nice walk along a stream so she can swim. Maybe when Nicole comes home or after a nap.

I'm going to see Mika two times next Month, going to Oakland twice, going to see American Idiot. Maybe I should look for a job in the bay area and just commute??? That could be fun or work from home....

What to do, what to do... what to do. Listen to dance music. I have not been this into a musician/singer/songwriter since Prince. Mika has it all. Here is one of my favorite videos.